Out of Time

 

My walk is a little slower

My body’s a little older

My heart’s a little colder

My mouth is a little bolder

Don’t keep my thoughts to myself

Don’t keep everything on the shelf

Don’t care about having no wealth

Don’t need much beyond health

Things have been taken away

Things I didn’t need anyway

Things that wouldn’t stay

Things that just made me pay

Love has come and gone

Love I always did wrong 

Love may not be for long

Love please play me your song

Rage

Go fuck off
In a cloud of my dust
Can’t be me
Can’t keep up with me
Just let me be
Think you know me
You don’t know shit
Think you can beat me
Nope, you’re my bitch
Will beat you every time
Just stay in the back of the line
Been at this since before you were born
Forgot more than you’ll ever know
So give up the chase
Before I lay you to waste

Your Heroin

Let me be your heroin tonight
I'll be that warm feeling that makes it alright
Let me be your heroin tonight
I'll be that peace that makes you give up the fight

Don't need that needle and spoon
Don't need that dingy room
Don't need to tie up your arm
Don't need to do yourself harm

I won't cut into your skin
I won't destroy your dreams
I won't overdose you
I won't push you to the other side.

Let me be your heroin tonight
Don't need that poison to feel right
Let me be your heroin tonight
Maybe we can find the light

Free

There is something freeing about aging

There is a peace that comes with getting older

The things I used to worry about

Don't bother me now

The things I wanted to do in my youth

But was too uptight or scared

That's all gone now

Illness is freeing

It may sound crazy to say

Cancer has been a good thing

The silly things I used to fear

Don't matter much anymore

Not afraid to say fuck it

And be who I want to be

It may seem silly to you

58 feeling like 18

Sounds pretty good to me