Thursday, December 2, 2021

For Laurina

Wish you were still here
Such a beautiful scar
Watch you from afar
You were never near
Don't know how you got so dark
When you'd come so far
Don't know how your life got so stark
After you finally escaped the bar
Kept running further inside yourself
Left everyone else pounding at your door
Traded clarity for a maze of hell
Until you couldn't take it anymore
And now we're left wondering why
Nearly four years later and I still can't cry
Rather live in my lie
That you're still alive
Sometimes the hill is too big climb
Sometimes the road is too long to walk
Sometimes the water too deep to swim
Sometimes the ice is too thin to cross
You decided or did you
That the world was better off without you
Or that you're better off without the world
Either way you're not here anymore
And that fucking sucks



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