The girls

 I probably shouldn't have told you

But I was trying to be honest about who I was

So I told you about the girls

The ones who come over late and leave in an hour

with $400 dollars

I was trying to show you who I was

And who I'm not anymore

You became obsessed with it though

Asking or referring all the time to my pay by the hour companions

To the point where I knew it was a mistake to share it

That it along with so many other things I shared was weaponized against me

You did that so that's why you're like this

You did that so you can never be this

To me they're just some funny stories from a long time ago

From a life that I left behind because I didn't want to die

But to you they became an indictment against me now

And a constant reminder of my flaws

So my bad for sharing.

At least the girls knew to just take the money and stay quiet.