Let It Go

Can learn to do so many things. Get through the days. Somehow survive the nights. But still don't know how to like me. And if I can't do that I won't have you. Coming up on a half century on this planet And I still torture myself more than anyone else. Keep putting up walls that only hurt myself. Keep hiding from the light and avoiding the sun. Mad at the world for hating myself. Never let myself have any fun. Maybe when I'm alone. When I've got nowhere else to run. I'll drop down. And let it all go.