End Up Here

The days are gray with the past
Keep looking back wondering how I got here
But it's so dark and foggy now I don't remember anymore
Does it really matter?

Not sure if I expected things to be different
Frankly not sure if I expected anything at all
Was too scared of marriage and family
Saw too much of that mess growing up

And I didn't think I'd be able to it any better
So I made sure to steer clear of that path
Maybe I was wrong, maybe I was right
Won't figure any of that out tonight

The pictures all go flashing by
I don't have the energy to focus
So many faces so many dreams
And none were to end up here